IT'S A SNOWPOCALYPSE!!

Well in case you haven't heard, the DMV are has been hit with a record 54.9" of snow. The federal government's been closed for about 3 days now, some school districts have closed through the rest of the week. Metro bus and rail have severely limited transportation.

AND...

we've been snowed in for DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!

Cabin fever is running rampant. People have been going crazy...myself INCLUDED. Its not like I'm chomping at the bit to get back to work but I can't do anything else either. Plus I have the feeling that between this snowstorm, superbowl weekend and valentine's day coming up...people will be making up, breaking up or making babies LOL

Be safe everyone!

The next step...

I'm lost.

And I'm frustrated that I'm lost because I feel like a part of it is my fault.

I feel like my dream is slipping away, and I have NO idea what to do to keep it here, and have it become a reality.

Why is talking about your whole life's goal so difficult?

You'd think it would be easy, especially since I've been programmed for it since kindergarten.

I'm lost, and I'm scared.

I'm terrified to fail at this.

Because if this doesn't work out, I don't know what else to do.

So what's my next step?

Who knows.